i wonder what its like to be loved. i wonder what its like to be missed. i wish i had friends. i wish i had fun. i hate being alone but ive come to accept that this is my fate. its impossible to love the unlovable. damn my life!!!! why must i exsist in a world where i dont feel wanted. i just dont think anyone understands me, and never will. i am consumed by sadness and i dont feel like fighting it anymore.but maybe just maybe my fate will change and i will be overwhelmed by happiness and love, but i wont hold my breath.